My thought of leading a church, is rather a strong heart for leading a church. But this has been on hold, for me. For whatever reason, I have not considered that I should – for the immediate future. And this has been hard, because I am shaped to.
I continue to “be” in this direction, though. And this is the shape of life that makes sense to me.
And so prayer and contemplation is my “church practice,” at the moment.